my perfect life (7/9/2025)

maybe a good therapy exercise for me would be to write about what my perfect life would look like right now. i turned 28 since i last wrote a blog post. i'm still living at home with no end in sight at the moment. i'm fine. i don't have to pay rent or worry about anything and i'm currently unemployed and it's Fine. but i wish i could be out there living like how i live in the sims.

first of all, i'll start with my living situation. i wish i lived on the far north side so that i could still live in chicago but feel totally refreshed. i wish i could live in an apartment like where "corrie" lives. it's basically a really beautiful high rise apartment with big windows. she's in a studio but obviously in my dream it's way bigger and costs nothing. i want a big beautiful kitchen with an island with enough space to fuck someone on. i want a huge refrigerator with the bottom freezer instead of the top or half and half one.

i want the living room closer to the windows but with nice thick curtains because i'm so cranky in the morning. everything is perfectly feng shui too. idk how it actually looks but it doesn't matter because it isn't real. i have a nice big bathroom with deep green walls and charcoal flooring, a walk in shower, a big tub, gold/brass faucets, and LOTS of counter space! i guess throw a mosaic window in there too so it doesn't feel too stuffy. i want to have two bedrooms. one for me and one for my desk/office/craft area. i want my bedroom to have blackout curtains for SURE! i want a fucking queen sized bed and lots of space for my personal knick knacks and things.

anyway lets get into the horny stuff. i want to be the kind of person to pick up women at bars. i want to be just a little tipsy, enough to be in control, chat them up at the bar, touch them a little (consensually obviously). idk but the point is i wanna take a woman home and fuck her. maybe it's not a stranger. maybe she's just my casual girlfriend. either way. i want to start by slowly kissing her maybe starting on the couch. then make out with her and then kiss her jaw and then her neck and smell her perfume. i want a hand on her back starting at the waist and then the other to roam around and grab her hip and get a hand full of her ass. then i would start kissing her breasts and grabbing them and licking her nipples and just enjoy them. yaknow squeeze and grab her nipples and listen to her sounds. i wanna take her underwear off and i wanna eat her out!!!!!!! i want to lick her non-bald pussy and make her cum i want those delicious juices in my mouth and all over my face.

okay thats enough of that moving on. i want to be an early riser and make her breakfast in the morning. idk. im pretty tired now. and i'm horny. im gonna go take care of that.